i’m very happy that the past is in the past now. and that i’m enjoying life. :)
i feel homesick :(
first day tmrw. rutgers here i come.
artpixie: “And barefoot or first thing in the morning, I feel beautiful because I feel like me. I didn’t always feel that way, but I feel that way now. When somebody just loves you, and when you make somebody happy, when your presence seems to make them happy, you suddenly feel like the most beautiful person in the world.” — Angelina Jolie
4 days left.
After tonight, i’ll only have 4 days left in the city. They say to be careful what you wish for, and i got my wish to leave but honestly, i’m kinda scared to leave and live in a foreign place alone. i mean i know i’m gonna meet a lot of ppl who are gonna be in the next part of my life but i dont know. i’m gonna miss everyone here from the city. i havent really gotten to...
this morning, i was waiting for the lirr to go to work. and this guy says hello to me. and i thought he was going to ask me about the trains but it turns out, he wanted me to go out with him. he asked if we could hang out. and i was so scared, cus he looked like he was in his mid-twenties and he was wearing a hoodie and cargo pants that were really dirty. i remember seeing him every morning when i...
louisivii replied to your post: today was just horrid. Hey don’t get too bogged down by the negatives. The positives always outweigh them!! It was nice to have seen you at work the other day! =] aawww thanks louis. it was very nice to see you that day! but unfortunately i wont be in the city anymore. tmrw will be my last day heading to the city. my assignment was fixed and i’m going...
today was just horrid.
found out i didnt get my assignment :( and then finaid wasnt applied to my account yet :( then spent 30 minutes on hold, and then pressed end call by mistake :( horrible. missed my train by 1 minute when i was buying tickets, so i waited an hour for the next train. then almost got into an accident at the flushing parking lot, without my seat belt on :( horrible dayyyyyy! but i had a wonderful...
Doesn’t being scared let you know you’re on to something important? If you’re...– How I Met Your Mother (via raindropsonredroses)
you've got enough of me to break my heart now.
you made a promise saying that you’ll never hurt me. and that’s not suppose to mean anything to me at all but it did. you broke my wall down and now that promise means something to me. and now i’m scared that if an end does come, i won’t be okay.
930 - 830
Queena and I giggled ridiculously all day from 930 to 830. Work is never work at the office when you’re enjoying it. OMG QUEENA. I JUST REMEMBERED. i left my bubble tea in the lab room !
opdimasprime replied to your post: red lobster. for a while now ! and sometimes i feel like how you feel with your parents and the audi LOL, only its with my boyfriend and his infiniti.
Everything in life is temporary, because everything changes. It takes great...– (via raindropsonredroses)
my boyfriend took me to red lobster for dinner tonight just because. and i had a seaside shrimp trio. it was so delicious. but i couldn’t finish my food like always :( the plate was like bigger than me. i’m sorry my schedule’s been all work lately :( but next week we’ll definitely have more evenings like tonight. you spoil me too much. <3
A picture of somewhere you’ve been to. i came here today with omar. yum.
A habit that you wish you didn’t have. Honestly, I hate being lazy and procrastinating. This is one of the worst habits anyone can have. I can take initiative a lot but when I don’t have an incentive to, I just don’t do it. I have the will power to do everything that I want, but sometimes I get lazy and that’s just a big problem. Other than that, I don’t mind all my other...
You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and he won’t tell you that he loves you,...– Richard Siken (via kari-shma)
The meaning behind your Tumblr name. When I first made my tumblr, it was just my name, szewan. I couldn’t really think of anything else. But yesterday, when Aimee and I were talking about plans to meet up for a Saturday Breakfast, I linked her something from tumblr and she told me to follow her. And we were just saying that our tumblr names were just our names. We both wanted to change it...